Over a year ago I was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma , the same week I found out I was expecting my fifth baba . People often say to me ‘what awful timing ‘ but honestly I’m a firm believer in things happen for a reason and my special baby helped me through a very tough time .
So basically for over a year I had an idea as to what treatment I had in store for me . In saying that I have certainly not been a text book case if anything I think I have challenged the doctors !!! My year has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride . When you least expect it something else crops up and you just have to pick yourself up and go again .
A few months back I wasn’t sure if I’d make it to transplant , it was a very upsetting and worrying time for me . So I feel very blessed to be here today having chemo to prep my body for transplant on Thursday . This will be my first transplant and hopefully in May I will travel to Germany to have my second stem cell transplant … this will be an allogenic ( donor transplant ) โค
I have been on Chemo since May … while my little baby was growing inside me this potent stuff was working away doing what it needed to do . After Harry was born my chemo was changed to a much stronger form and from Oct to Jan I was on three types of chemo and high steroids weekly . The chemo I am having today is serious stuff !!!! This will blitz my body and it’s the balance of that and waiting for the stem cells to kick in is the hard part .
So I’m sitting here watching this cytotoxic substance been pumped into me and I’m hoping it all works out . I’m looking forward to the future and planning so many different things . I want to be on the other side of the rainbow so I’m clicking my SJPs and wishing for time to pass that I’ll be back home with my babies โค๐


Tracy you are in my prayers
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Thank you so much I really appreciate all the prayers x
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Thinking of u Tracy xxx
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Thank you xx
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Praying for you Tracy. You are inspirational๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น
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Thanks so much Catherine xx
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Sending you my best wishes Tracy, love following you on snapchat. You’re inspiring. Xx
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Thank you so much Gillian x
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Thanks Ciara x
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The first day is over U now. Hope Ur doing ok. Stay strong and you’ll be home in no time hugging and kissing your beautiful family again xxx
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Great to have the first day over thanks Tina x
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All the best Tracy
You are a fighter through and through
You will get there and have ur happy ever after x
Regards and best of luck from Theresa x
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Thank you so much Theresa x
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Tracy , thinking of you every step of the way, lots of love , Olivia Ian ,Harry,Rory and Billy xxx
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Thanks so much Olivia x
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A woman of your strength, determination and character is going to get through this. You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Alex. xx
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Thanks Alex x
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